such an ending

i always tell my best friend something like this....

• hold on if u feel like letting go..if u feel like giving up..its not over yet...
• if u really like her,but dont feel like start a relationship,at least tell her what u feel...
• if she's asking for break up,let it be..let her to be happier then..u hav no choice...
• dont feel sad..there's a lot more waiting for u in the future...
• u'll nvr know until u giv a try...

and many more...but somehow..in UTP,i feel like all of what i've said are reflecting back to me..pointing at me..its like asking me to prove tht i say it,i can do it..but now i realise..i'm tht strong either..just like my frens said,its easier to say than done...

one of the cruel techniques i thought them was accept them,but just ignore them for whole week..they'll understand..& i actually did tht myself,a few times...though it was not the best solution,but at least i'm killing their hopes..such a bad guy huh..?

some1 asked me..how if he thinks tht he found the wrong 1..how if in the future he did not love her anymore...how if out of a suddenly,there comes "the one" for him...i replied him..what r u looking for in love,in a relationship..why do u like at 1st..b'cz of her beauty?smile?personality?or b'cz u feel 'the click' between u two?i dont know bout u but i can tolerate forever,even the feel dies tmr..i choose her to be a part of my life & i dont wish to hurt her in anyhow..even "the one" comes later,i've made a choice,a choice of no turning back..blame ur destiny for not bringing her out sooner..blame urself to make a decision of ur life time..there's no sorry or mistake in a relationship..just mis-step..

i seriously hate those ppl tht fall in love today & the next few days telling her tht he doesnt love her anymore or she doesnt suit him..it started for few days & then u r giving up for such a stupid reason??how u gonna life with any-HER in the future for the rest of ur life-lar..but..nobody will understand it..everyone is selfish when it comes into a relationship right...they wanna best for themselves...

these few days back,i so-called settle a thing,though it was so-called-again settled a few weeks ago but some misunderstanding & yet personal view made it more complicated than i thought..it was actually simple,said & done stuff but the complicated mind often creates illusion where human will start to thinki something beyond the reality point..we'll let the future decides everything..if there is such a future,hopefully,everyone will just be happy & move on with their lives then..

all i can do is wish her to be happier days by days..

such an ending...